Juice

Damm it, my head's not working right!

I remember the good old days where my brain was flowing with creative juice. I had millions of ideas and interesting stories playing in my head. I had confidence and faith that there is NOTHING I couldn't achieve. Heck, I could conquer the world if I wanted to!

But now, when I come home all I want to do is sleep and rest. Maybe watch a few movies or play some computer games (and facebook). I don't even feel like doing anything else anymore. I can't even think of anything else anymore, except day dreaming.

"To dream anything that you want to dream. That's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed.”

Guess I need a holiday, I haven't travel in like...8 years? Sure I've been to Langkawi or Melaka or even Kuching but that's just domestic traveling. I really need to go some place totally different and experience the culture there. Then maybe I can have my old juices coming back.

I admit I do need to lose weight though. Wonder if it's all the pork and chicken damaging my brain tissues...(looking for someone to sponsor my gym fees)

Perhaps I should consider moving out...Anyone willing to take me in? (or even better give me your entire apartment unit for free?)

I guess I'm just so tired... I don't know how to enjoy my youth anymore...

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